Still, every morning I am not waking up with peace, happiness, hope, and new excitement, but rather feeling tired. And again I am struggling a bit over my daily rounds.
I am now staying with a couple in a place where there are only 6 devotees in total. Life is more with association in the sense that I am staying with devotees, but also more solitary in the sense that there is much less happening. There is a big festival going on in Hong Kong, but even that I cannot go and attend, something that I really lament over!